It was a sunny cold day today. Night before, at work, was  so stressful  and bitter, that I couldn't get no sleep as J. drove me home in the morning... So, I just took a walk to calm myself down, to just stop thinking about R, who has a breakdown, stop feeling guilty, that I didn't see anything.

It's very special for me, this place, the viev on the city is just... amazing.

I learned a lot in the last few days. 

I was fighting with J. Again. And again. 

I did many things, and no one right. 

And I still wonder, that life just happens. 

Just like me...